Saturday, September 19, 2009

hurt me.

Apparently, I think I'm something quite special. I treat people like trash and I like it. I lead men on until their hearts break and unfortunately for them, that was my intention the whole time. I don't respect you and I attack you every chance I get. I tear you down on your bad days and I can't find the time to talk on a good one. I always say the wrong thing and I'm never there when you need me. I can't be honest with you and honestly I'd prefer to keep it that way. I don't listen to the truth. I don't listen to what's real in life. Truth be really told, I don't listen to you. Period. I toy with your emotions, drag you along my joyride, and make your worst dreams come true. 
Apparently, I don't even treat my 'friends' with any sort of decency. I don't think they're worth it, so why should you be? You don't automatically get my respect. You can't even earn it. I'm that hard. I'm bitter, and I lie. I cheat and I always have a hidden agenda. What I say is never the whole truth. I'm only protecting my interests, since me is the only person I truly care about. I use you as a punching bag on my bad days as well as my good. I'm never nice. I never have been. Never will be. It's who I am and I don't care enough to change that. I'm rude and inconsiderate of your feelings. I say what's on my mind too often and that's not okay with you. 
Apparently, other people have feelings just like I do. What gives me the right to unintentionally hurt you?